As I unfolded the slightly yellowed paper, I could almost hear his voice reading the words aloud:\n\n
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Dear Elizabeth,\n\n\n
If you’re reading this, it means I\u2019m no longer here. I want you to know how much you\u2019ve always meant to me and how proud I\u2019ve been of you. The farm has always been more than land.\n\n\n
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This Christmas, I have one wish: spend it on the farm with Jeremy. The two of you may not always see eye to eye, but family is what makes this place whole.\n\n\n
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Take care of the farm and each other. That\u2019s all I ever wanted.\n\n\n
With love,\n\n\n
Grandfather\n\n\n
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The letter was short, but it carried the weight of a lifetime. Suddenly, Jeremy’s voice brought me to reality.\n\n
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\u201cI have an idea. I\u2019ll cover the debt for now. You can pay me back later. That way, we can at least save the farm until Christmas.\u201d\n\n
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It was a lifeline, and I couldn\u2019t afford to refuse.\n\n
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\u201cAll right,\u201d I said softly, sealing a pact I\u2019d soon come to regret.\n\n
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Jeremy had left for the city, leaving the farm to me. The house felt like it had been holding its breath for years. I opened the windows to let in the crisp winter air.\n\n
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“All right, let\u2019s wake you up,” I said aloud, as though the house could hear me.\n\n
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I began wiping down the kitchen counters, scrubbing away years of grime. The faint smell of cinnamon lingered in the air, and I smiled.\n\n
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“Grandfather, you\u2019d have a fit if you\u2019d seen this mess,” I murmured, shaking my head. “Don\u2019t worry. I\u2019ll fix it. Just… give me some time.”\n\n
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Outside, the chickens clucked noisily as I approached with a bucket of feed.\n\n
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“All right, all right!” I laughed, scattering the grain. “You\u2019re just like Jeremy. Always impatient.”\n\n
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I leaned against the fence for a moment, gazing at the fields stretching out before me. “Grandfather, why does this place feel so heavy now?”\n\n
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Days blurred together as I worked, trying to make the house feel like home again. I told myself it was partly to thank Jeremy for helping save the farm. Nights were spent at my working laptop, grateful for the internet I\u2019d managed to install.\n\n
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A few days before Christmas, I headed to a nearby lot where Christmas trees were sold. The air smelled of fresh pine.\n\n
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\u201cLooking for something special?\u201d a deep voice asked as I examined a sturdy spruce.\n\n
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I turned to see a man in his forties, wearing a wool coat and a warm smile.\n\n
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\u201cYes. Something that says… Christmas at home.\u201d\n\n
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\u201cI think this one might do,\u201d he said, motioning to the tree I\u2019d been eyeing. \u201cIt\u2019s sturdy and full, just like your grandfather always picked.\u201d\n\n
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He nodded. \u201cRichard. I grew up nearby. Your grandfather and I went way back.\u201d\n\n
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There was a kindness in his eyes, an openness that made me feel at ease. When he offered to help me transport the tree back to the house, I accepted gratefully. Richard also helped to set up the tree.\n\n
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\u201cYour grandfather always used those old ornaments,\u201d he said, gesturing toward a box in the corner. \u201cThey\u2019re probably still there.\u201d\n\n
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Curious, I opened the box and sifted through the ornaments, each one a piece of my childhood. Then, tucked beneath a layer of tinsel, I found a folded piece of paper tied with a ribbon. My heart quickened as I opened it.\n\n
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It was… my grandfather\u2019s will! Beneath it, there was a small note written in my grandfather\u2019s handwriting. His words felt like a whisper from the past:\n\n
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My dearest Elizabeth,\n\n\n
I knew you looked here, just as I knew you\u2019d be the one to keep the heart of this family alive. The farm is yours, as it should be.\n\n\n
I also know Jeremy. He means well, but he carries the weight of the world on his shoulders. He\u2019s not strong enough to hold onto this place the way you can.\n\n\n
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Elizabeth, I ask you to be wise, to be patient. Help Jeremy. He may not always make it easy, but he\u2019s family. And family is what makes this place worth fighting for.\n\n\n
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Take care of each other. That\u2019s my last wish.\n\n\n
With love,\n\n\n
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The note slipped from my fingers onto my lap, tears streaming down my face.\n\n
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\u201cElizabeth?\u201d Richard\u2019s voice broke through my thoughts.\n\n
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I wiped my eyes and held up the note. \u201cHe knew Jeremy couldn\u2019t handle this alone. And he… he trusted me to help him.\u201d\n\n
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I read the words out loud again. \u201cHe wanted the farm to be a place where we could heal.\u201d\n\n
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Richard nodded. \u201cThat sounds like your grandfather.\u201d\n\n
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I looked down at the will and the note. \u201cI don\u2019t know if Jeremy will see it that way. The farm was in foreclosure. Jeremy had already paid the debt. I didn\u2019t have the money to repay him.\u201d\n\n
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Richard placed a steady hand on my shoulder. \u201cWe\u2019ll figure it out. If you need help, I\u2019m here.\u201d\n\n
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The next day, Jeremy arrived, slamming his truck door and approaching the house. The envelope of money in my pocket, more than I\u2019d borrowed, felt heavy. Richard had been generous, and I\u2019d added my own savings to ease my conscience.\n\n